I didn’t think that there could be any obstacle that could stop me from writing today. Boy was I wrong. Pain in my lower back kept me in bed all morning. Then I had to do some cleaning. Taking the dog out wasn’t that bad. It was just too hot. Now that I am able to sit at the keyboard, I am sweating so badly that I want to take an ice cold shower. If it weren’t for the fact that I need to be finishing getting ready for work and not starting, then that would be a great idea.
Want to hear something hilarious? I just discovered that I had turned the air conditioner off this morning and forgot to turn it back on. Ha ha ha. LOL. Joke on me.
Now that the rant is over. I am not too hot to write, but my negative attitude is still lingering. I really have to apologize. But, is an apology enough from someone that always seems to be complaining? I know that God loves me completely and unconditionally, but He has to stop and say, “Really, Staci!” I just cannot seem to keep it together for very long.
I finally got to go back to the job that I wanted and everything seems messed up because of it. So what did I do? I called to talk to the manager that helped me and found out that everything is going to be all right. Imagine that. I’ve been obsessing about almost nothing. All I need is a full-time job and a few freelance writing assignments and everything will be going the way I thought it would by now. Someone suggested that I look for a job somewhere else, but I haven’t been able to make myself do it. Too much stress on an already stressful situation.