Confusion seems to be a state of mind that I visit way too often. I was so scared to go back to the bakery that I panicked and ran to food to stuff the anxiety. AGAIN. I wish there were some kind of road block into that state. Something that kept me from getting there so often. I am not as busy as most of the people I know and yet I am constantly forgetting things that I should know because I am sooooo confused and anxiety. I know that Jesus is the answer. One of my most favorite scriptures. And a scripture that I even have memorized in a song tells be not to be anxious. I have peace and not confusion if I just go to Christ in prayer. Peace instead of confusion. I feel better just talking about it.
I was trying to type after this scripture, but I do not know how to change font in this screen. So…I was just wondering. Oops, wondering is a form of worry and therefore a form of anxiety. Why is it that my compulsion is to worry and be anxious and confused instead of standing in faith and accepting the freely given peace that Jesus offers every moment of the day?
Well my time here on the library computer is about up, so I guess I will cut this short once again. Sorry. I really wanted to share more. I will paste a few more scriptures.